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Chronicles of Heartbreak IIThe Chronicles of Heartbreak II  
 
"Tell me more about the night thoughts."  
This is so cliche,  but you know when you have a  really  good night  And you replay every sound and smell and taste  That's what my night thoughts do  They replay what my future was going to be   
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He was going to get my name as a tattoo  He didn't brag about it or anything  It slipped out  
 
"Were you going to get his name as a tattoo?"  
If he wanted me too  I would have done anything for this boy  I would need a ring first  Not just his promise of his ete Chronicles of Heartbreak II
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I Love You AnywayEven though your tummy hurts  And the feeling of nausea never seems to go away  And sometimes you stop breathing  You've got to learn to hide the pain away  Away for another day   
It hurts like drowning does  Everything is closing in around  There's no pain, just panic  And shortness of breath   
Are you picturing the moment he left  And the last thing he said  And the way it made you feel  And the dread that had become you   
Do you remember the sound of his voice  Or hers in the background  Or his touch  Or can you only picture him touching her & I Love You Anyway
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The Chronicles of Heartbreak IThe Chronicles of Heartbreak I  
 
"If you could go back in time and change something, would you?"  
I would roll him over  and climb on top  And then he would have never left   
I would have charged my phone  Instead of consciously letting it die  I would have gotten his calls  Instead of everything going straight to voicemail  I would have rescued him  Instead of having him be stranded   in a big strange city all alone  
 
"Would he have really stayed?"  
That's what my night thoughts tell me.  
They tell me it's all my fault.  That I ruined it fo The Chronicles of Heartbreak I
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h e a r t acheSorry Jack, but you're far from right  Big hearts are for mending  Which is far from breaking   
Take it from someone who knows  Big-hearted ladies and fellows    have had their sleeveless heart    s h a t t e r e d   many times  By aimless wanderers who promise    fairytale endings   
Are you willing to piece the  h  back together    and force the repelling  e  and  a  together    and climb mount Everest to find the running  r     h e a r t ache
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Mon Jun 29, 2009, 9:22 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Meg & Dia
  • Reading: Ninteen Minutes
  • Drinking: Pepsi
...his heart and mind and ears.

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I miss Jose times 389.
And it is making me very sad.

You know how in books or movies, people sometimes don't even realize they're crying until someone points it out? And how totally stupid and unrealistic it is?

Well, I was reading the other night and then I noticed water on the pages in my book and it was tears. And I was like "whaaa? why am I even crying?" I reread what I had just read and the main character, Josie, was reminiscing about her dead boyfriend. In detail, the way he made her feel, the way he touched her. And I guess I just started crying because that's all I do. Think about when he was here. Granted, Jose isn't dead, it was just the whole remembering part that got me crying, I guess.

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In other news, I've started jotting down things for my novel. I'm very excited, but also scared. Number one, I'm pretty sure I'll fail miserably and look stupid. Number two, In order to write it, I'll have to relive the past. And I am so not looking forward to that nonsense.

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Good night. I hope you sleep well. I hope the whole world sleeps well.

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Mood: Joy ~forcopeland:iconforcopeland: Jun 30, 2009, 9:00:34 PM
Thank ya so much for the fav! It really means a lot! I whipped it up so fast i was afraid no one would like it

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oh dear rush rush hurry hurry

liars, liars, we're all liars!

you have this disappearing act nailed to the wall and i...i'm just so afraid of running into you at the grocery store...
~CatchYourTears:iconCatchYourTears: Jun 29, 2009, 9:24:50 PM
No problem. I loved the picture!

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I can do whatever I want like you.
~throughangelseyes7:iconthroughangelseyes7: Apr 16, 2009, 2:36:36 PM
thank you for the favorite

:heart:

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I have a pocket sun boy
I\'m everything that burns in you...
~CatchYourTears:iconCatchYourTears: Apr 17, 2009, 1:09:48 PM
no problem :)

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I can do whatever I want like you.
~philhormonic:iconphilhormonic: Apr 12, 2009, 9:54:23 PM
thanx for the :+fav:


:hug:

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{{{Quod me nutrit, me destruit}}}
~CatchYourTears:iconCatchYourTears: Apr 12, 2009, 10:25:22 PM
anytime :heart:

I absolutely love your stuff.

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I can do whatever I want like you.
=JewItUp:iconJewItUp: Apr 7, 2009, 10:52:05 PM
thanks for the :+devwatch:

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we swayed out of the way, just a bit, to see it differently
~CatchYourTears:iconCatchYourTears: Apr 7, 2009, 11:19:07 PM
no problem. :]

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I can do whatever I want like you.
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